[00:00.000] 作词 : Ashanti Mutinta[00:00.126] 作曲 : Ashanti Mutinta/Rufus Mitchell/Wesley Aydlett/Albert Griffiths[00:00.252](Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up)[00:38.256]I wake on the floor naked[00:40.256]I had the taste of the soil[00:41.992]Weight on the shovel[00:42.881]Face in a puddle[00:43.788]Did I make it?[00:45.193]How long it been[00:46.053]Since I felt my pulse in the shin[00:47.756]How many months is it since[00:49.246]How many more will it bring?[00:50.950]Don’t have my body[00:52.177]They probably gon' send me off in the wind[00:54.157]I played this part to the end[00:55.729]Would never start it again[00:57.379]Would suffer the fate of men[00:58.919]With my lady parts in attendance[01:00.813]Would harbor the greed of them[01:02.085]As they take me back from my penance[01:03.837](But the social justice)[01:05.050]Nah, I don’t give a **** 'bout either[01:07.341]All you did was just use it and played your part cause you need it[01:10.563]All it is was a rusing to fake the scars for your bleeding[01:13.722]Now it’s you in your truth the excuses won’t need no bruising[01:16.916]How did you as a woman[01:18.436]Think that this would be different?[01:20.088]Why assume that the ruler[01:21.679]Gives two shits if you finished[01:23.383]Loyalty in my hubris[01:24.940]I won't speak to the foolish[01:26.600]Only speak to the bullet[01:27.932]But hear the screams as I pull it[01:29.787]Wake the **** up![01:36.094]Wake the **** up![01:42.422]Wake the **** up![01:48.901]Wake the **** up![01:55.720]If what I bleed is necessary[01:57.330]And thou shall be indefinite[01:58.714]I shall not speak my heresies[02:00.362]I shall not speak my messages[02:01.939]How come thy kingdom left me here[02:03.553]How come thy kingdom sent me here[02:05.135]How come my freedom never left[02:06.781]Why can’t I see the Nazareth[02:08.438]Some nights I drink with reverence[02:09.998]I slur my speech with every sentence[02:11.759]I burn my teeth with every drank[02:13.237]I tell my peeps it's medicine[02:15.124]Life as a kid[02:16.299]The **** happened to me?[02:17.844]My tragedy scene is seen[02:19.475]As the last bastion of me[02:21.106]So the day of judgment[02:22.330]Won't try to play republic[02:23.853]Won't try to sway the covenant[02:25.513]Absolve me, I'll stay repugnant[02:27.090]I hope that they fully clothed my body and raked the carcass[02:30.402]I hope that the bullet lodged inside me made its target[02:33.510]Let's be honest[02:34.415]Put me on a cross[02:35.623]Parade the corpus[02:36.782]'Cause with the way it's going[02:38.330]I'll just state the obvious[02:39.746]So don't hate me for it[02:40.930]I just hope I'll never be famous for it[02:43.198]The way of the bravest sorry[02:44.751]The blade is waiting for me I said I'm— (Sorry)[02:51.482]Maybe it's disingenuous[02:52.930]Or maybe it’s the fact that I'm starting to realize that I don’t love myself[02:57.145]I'm spending all night attempting not to judge myself[03:00.368]And if given another body[03:02.310]Woulda hung myself[03:03.739]I'm on the last rope[03:04.796]Sad to think that I had hope[03:06.390]Dug my knees in the back row[03:08.001]Can't believe I was that strong[03:10.215]For these last words[03:11.497]Won't need any adverbs[03:13.332]Just the silence[03:14.533]'Cause I'm here and I’m screaming[03:16.121]Wake the **** up![03:41.887]Wake the **** up![04:08.389]Wake the **** up![04:09.892]Wake the **** up![04:11.195]Wake the **** up![04:12.775]Wake the **** up![04:14.434]Wake the **** up![04:15.985]Wake the **** up![04:17.610]Wake the **** up![04:19.229]Wake the **** up![04:20.859]Wake the **** up![04:22.436]Wake the **** up![04:24.043]Wake the **** up![04:25.619]Wake the **** up![04:27.248]Wake the **** up![04:28.855]Wake the **** up![04:30.516]Wake the **** up![04:32.063]Wake the **** up![04:57.599]It's been about a few days since I left this bed[05:01.132]Almost feels like I'm left for dead, or maybe dead instead[05:05.153]I waste away 'cause I don't see any options[05:08.123]I can see that I’m conscious but I just feel like I'm rotting and[05:11.993]The lord forsaketh in awful places[05:14.174]I’m dealing with loss of days[05:15.877]The ceiling is all gaze as I rot away[05:18.881]I might do it but not today, see[05:21.760]There’s a game coming out that I really wanna ****ing play[05:25.834]So I'll just wither and soak[05:27.702]Maybe a glimmer of hope[05:29.326]Will slip me a note[05:30.535]I'm thinking it won't[05:31.884]Cause for now I’ll just divvy the rope[05:34.653]And I'll see if it holds[05:36.173]I eat a lot and I'm bigger than most[05:40.804]Can't shake the feeling I'm gross[05:43.691]Can't find me appealing at all[05:45.765]I know my loved ones need me to be strong[05:49.455]But this atrophy is ****ing up my knees and my bones[05:52.761]So how do I keep going on?[05:55.212]Has anybody got advice right 'fore I sign the lease on my soul?[05:59.539]If it's a battle for the weak and the strong[06:02.374]I really couldn't give a **** less, I just need to be home[06:08.328]Right to the Mark of the Beast[06:10.002]It shows is fangs as it sharpens its teeth, yeah[06:13.265]My armor's only gold plated[06:15.284]Feeling like I'm clothed naked[06:16.982]And I know it won't save me if it targets my cheek[06:20.330]So through the blackened skies I will not go gentle[06:23.735]Take it off safety and put it on to my temple[06:27.702]Through the blackened skies I will not go gentle[06:32.726]I will not go gentle