[00:00.00] 作曲 : Elizabeth Stokes/Tristan Deck/Jonathan Pearce/Benjamin Sinclair[00:10.53]I'm not getting excited[00:12.66]'Cause the thrill isn't mine to invite in[00:15.49]Just the chill when I learn[00:16.77]That it's finally my turn[00:18.25]I have finally earned[00:19.74]My place in the urn[00:21.07]And I take a fall[00:22.53]But I keep my hands soft[00:25.70]I keep my body limp[00:27.54]And I move with the wind[00:28.87]I'll go where it bends[00:30.23]And let go of the expectation[00:36.83]I'm not getting excited[00:39.59]'Cause the light on my phone's got me hiding[00:41.98]When it flashes at night[00:43.72]It's the bringer of signs[00:44.88]I can see it through my eyelids[00:46.58]I know that it's time[00:47.86]And I hold it all[00:49.60]But I keep my hands soft[00:52.59]All the answering/asking[00:54.49]My thoughts are a rat-king[00:55.94]There's no point untangling[00:57.32]The thought from the action[00:58.47]I'm awake[01:03.19]But what is it like, the other side[01:07.19]Where all my vital signs aren't fading away[01:14.58]Violent dreams keep me awake[01:17.55]I wear the same face in the morning[01:22.59]A warning[01:46.45]I’m not getting excited[01:48.84]'Cause my fight and my flight are divided[01:51.08]And so I don't enthuse[01:53.37]Keep my grip on joy loose[01:54.51]And I wait for the news[01:55.89]With my feet in my shoes[01:57.14]And I lose it all[01:58.92]With one foot out the door[02:02.10]When I smile I lie[02:03.78]With my eye to the side[02:04.89]So I greet with goodbye[02:06.29]I greet with goodbye[02:07.54]Yeah, goodbye[02:10.16]But what is it like, the other side[02:14.05]Where all my vital signs aren't fading away[02:21.55]Violent dreams keep me awake[02:24.52]I wear the same face in the morning[02:29.55]A warning[02:32.32]A warning