Dissociation (feat. Chloe Hotline) - Backxwash/Chloe Hotline.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Ashanti Mutinta/Najilah Briggs
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Ashanti Mutinta
[00:41.224]I thought I told you that I’m off drugs
[00:44.016]This time imma be for real
[00:45.840]This time ima keep it trill
[00:47.468]Cause lies can get people killed
[00:49.398]But I’m tryna wind
[00:50.851]Could you find me a decent seal
[00:52.862]If we split the bill
[00:54.242]We could split it still
[00:55.777]I know I owe you from last time
[00:58.012]But I’m on my last dime
[00:59.774]And I got you next if that’s fine
[01:02.246]Don’t mean to be dramatic but this shit is a lifeline
[01:05.613]I don't think I'm an addict I’m just really unhappy
[01:09.132]Everything on the planet is just speeding right past me
[01:12.577]And I blink as the havoc is as real as it’s nasty
[01:15.948]Pour a drink for the habits to the sink as I’m gagging
[01:19.453]I don’t think of the damage or how I heave when I'm laughing
[01:23.746]I never thought that I’d be ****ed like this
[01:26.296]I’m on the cold floor
[01:27.613]Never felt a hug like this
[01:29.619]And to this drink of vodka
[01:31.422]I got one last wish
[01:33.181]It’s rest in peace to this beautiful son of a bitch
[01:38.354]Disjoin, divide
[01:41.515]To shield my mind
[01:45.187]The noises I’ll acknowledge
[01:48.170]Just to push them outside
[01:52.102]I got beside myself
[01:55.616]Played how the hand was dealt
[01:58.992]I got beside myself
[02:01.603]And tried not to worsen
[02:03.248]The view in third person
[02:19.426]I started running as shadows started to chase me
[02:22.199]I had to pick up the pace and fix up my laces
[02:25.311]And then
[02:26.063]I saw the sun that lit up the pavement
[02:28.725]And I saw your face in the grace and it was amazing, check it
[02:33.113]Is this a daydream or dissociation?
[02:35.782]That embrace feels like heaven waiting
[02:38.370]No need for sedation
[02:39.998]Though I’ve been cursed with my many ailments
[02:42.575]I feel grateful for your presence
[02:44.578]I feel grateful for your patience
[02:46.373]And time was ticking and I was dead in the hole
[02:49.812]Drenched in the soil water
[02:51.372]Dead even for I got up
[02:53.136]Take me lord
[02:53.906]If it's all
[02:54.778]Set in stone
[02:55.653]Please no more
[02:56.561]I give up
[02:57.357]Yes you win
[02:58.222]Less is more
[02:59.098]I am yours
[02:59.965]Heard the call
[03:00.893]From the doldrums
[03:01.761]Like a bell in a storm
[03:03.533]As we sailed in the boat
[03:05.210]To the place that we are
[03:06.961]We remain as we are
[03:08.712]And we cherish the thought
[03:10.446]Of just us
[03:11.286]It’s just us
[03:12.211]Anywhere that we are
[03:14.120]They’d rather you stay square
[03:15.859]Just to fit in your plans but I
[03:18.328]Never would I’m too parallelogram I
[03:21.752]Fighting the settings and this the last stand I
[03:25.172]Withdrew myself it was all in advance I—
[03:29.810]The more you know about yourself the better
[03:36.664]Rewrite your history before you lose that feather
[03:42.560]Figure it out, figure it out
[03:45.379]The shield ain’t all the way down
[03:47.117]All the way down
[03:49.337]Figure it out, figure it out
[03:56.396]Figure it out, figure it out
[03:59.161]The shield ain’t all the way down
[04:00.871]All the way down
[04:02.657]And it won’t cost when it count
[04:04.398]Cost when it counts
[04:10.270]And I’m starting to feel like I’m back in control
[04:13.494]And I start to feel like I’m past this road
[04:17.005]And I’m starting to feel like I’m back in control
[04:20.385]And I start to feel like I’m past this road
[04:23.791]And I’m starting to feel like I’m back in control